I noticed her when I was
watching car after car turn onto the road leading to the
international airport and wondering where the occupants must be
heading. She was a little girl selling plastic models of airplanes.
The traffic signal had just turned green so she didn't have any car
windows to tap on. As I watched her she retreated to the area below
the bridge and started wandering aimlessly.
I was about to look away
when she twirled once and then kept twirling. Her face broke into a
grin as she looked at someone who was sitting below the bridge –
most probably her mom or someone from her family. Only when she
looked at her skirt as she twirled away did I realize that maybe she
had worn it for the first time that day. From a distance, it looked
bright with lots of colors – probably not a hand-me-down then, I
fervently hoped.
As my AC bus pulled away, my
mind flashed to the moment when I had got into the bus and fumed
inwardly at all the people sitting at the west-facing windows. The
bus wasn't crowded, the AC was going full-blast, I had got a window
seat but none of these luxuries had mattered because I was forced to
sit where I didn't want to.
And here was the little girl
– probably without a proper home, with no chance of educating
herself, forced to earn her livelihood by standing in the merciless
sun inhaling vehicle exhaust all day and yet she managed to find it
in her heart to smile and have fun with whatever life fate had doled
out to her.
Should I be complaining –
I asked myself. NO WAY – I answered back. Unfortunately, I know
from past experiences that this lesson isn't going to stick forever.
I will be back to my complaining self sooner rather than later.
I wonder if it is because I
haven't paid any price to learn it? :-(
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